February 2012
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Does it ever end?
ED: Don't eat.
Me: I can just eat a reasonable, healthy portion.
ED: If you're going to eat, you might as well binge. And You know you don't want to do that.
Me: I can just eat half the portion.
ED: You'll still be weak. You are stronger than your hunger. You will lose weight, and you will be lovely.
Me: Okay.
Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. This should be...
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I think he's a keeper:)
James: Why do you have to be so attractive?!
Me: Why do you have to be so delusional?!
James: Fucking stop!!! Everyone agrees! I don't like introducing you to my friends cause they're all attracted to you. You are seriously the most beautiful girl ever. And I hate when you deny it.
if im worth it, reblog this
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Holy poop so much has gone on.
i’m going to ask James out on thursday. wish me luck?
my moods are all over the place tonight and i have no idea how to feel.
i’m really scared about lent. i don’t know if i’m ready to move forward in my faith. prayers please?
i cut on my thigh yesterday for the first time. hopefully they won’t scar, because they’d definitely be visible in a bathing suit.
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Lent. I really need help and prayers. Please:)
Here are my goals. I feel like I’m aiming too high. But I guess I can give it a try.
Give up:
Cutting
Junk food
Goals:
Adoration every Wednesday
Mass every Sunday
Read my Bible once a day
Pray
I’m really hoping to make it back to my faith this lent. I need a kickstart. Please please pray. I need this so bad.
If it's socially unacceptable for me to call you...
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1/2 Cup Raspberries for 32 Calories? Yes please!
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Any advice on what to say to a friend whose...
I have no clue how to deal with this situation:/
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Wow. Wow. Wow. Wow. Fuck.
My ex best friend wrote a letter to my mom telling her that I’m not eating properly and that I’m hurting myself.
I’m so confused. I’m mad and scared and relieved.
I’m mad for way too many reasons.
I’m relieved because my mom took it really well.
and I’m scared cause she wants me to see a new therapist that specializes in eating disorders.
I think I...
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If she only knew.
Mom: hey honey how was your day?
Me: pretty good. I was doing really good at eating healthy until we watched a movie. then i pigged out.
Mom: Well i want to make sure you're not obsessing about food because that can lead to bad things.
Me: Don't worry mom. I just want to be healthier.
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Watching Lizzie Mcguire. like a BOSS.
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I don’t think when I do it.
I suppose that’s partly the point. I only feel. It allows my mind to go blank, and the most important of my senses to focus. Focus on how it feels; each individual skin cell splitting, releasing emotional freedom in the form of the color red. Allows me to focus on how the dull metal can still fumble it’s way through my skin, until it’s found what it was looking for. Focus on predicting how...
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So. Should I binge then purge (purge for the first...
I really want to binge and purge. But I’m scared to do it.
Wait... Why do I even care what you want me to do...
Me: So... what do you want me to tell people when they ask me how you are? or why we haven't talked, or why we aren't friends anymore?
Her: *no response*
Me: *thinking to myself* I can't believe I'm letting you CONTINUE to "rule" me. You're not my fucking boss and I can tell people what I want. Yeah. Suck it.
Anonymous asked: Don't cut. Please don't cut. Be strong. please.
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Jeeze mom. Go to bed already so I can cut. Please...
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Somehow, I feel like my therapist knowing I cut...
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lovelypois0n:
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What book should I read: We Need to Talk About...
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I'm questioning whether I'd rather eat, or see my...
Who needs a boyfriend when I have Netflix?
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themudbloods:
THAT’S SO RAVEN IS NOT ON NETFLIX ANYMORE?????
im DONE
i was sooo disappointed when i found that out:(
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I'm kind of obsessed with Gossip Girl. Thank God...
bulletsforbrains:
when your old scars or scabs start to itch…it’s like they’re asking you to cut again
I've never felt as empty as i do right now. :(
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I feel like the only teenager in the world who has...
im such a weirdo.
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I want really sharp razors. Or anything super...
Anonymous asked: Saw your post I don't know much about this stuff but don't go hurting yourself
Anonymous asked: You don't know me but I love you. Please be strong <3
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I'm really triggered. No one's home. And my best...
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YES.
Therapist: Cutting becomes "the only way" for people. And that's why it's so difficult. Because it causes such an internal conflict. You're coping the only way you know how, but at a price. You're living your life as someone you've grown to hate.
put a ✉ in my ask and i will turn my iPod on...
muster-the-rohirrim:
Yeah why not.
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I want to feel fragile, and frail, and lovely. I...
the person I reblogged this has a blog worth...
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ACT's this morning. Dad wants me to have a big...
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I'm about to binge. Help?
Random. I kinda like it:)
James: I want you to watch "not giving a fuck" it's made by Jon Lajolie
Me: Why? just cause it's funny or because you want to teach me a lesson on not giving a fuck?
James: Both.
*i watch the video which mentions masturbating with stolen cheese*
Me: So.... are you trying to teach me that I should start masturbating with stolen cheese?
James: i love you