February 2012
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I wish everyone on Tumblr could pitch in like $5,...
lolthefunniest:
…Can we?
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I need some major support and prayers. I don't...
My therapist wants me to eat 2000 calories tomorrow. and I guess every day after that. I can’t do this. She wants to “nip my eating disorder in the bud” but this is too hard. I don’t want to gain weight. I don’t want to be out of control. UGGHHH. I can’t handle this. this makes me want to keel over and die.
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Therapist wants me to eat 2000cals tomorrow. Uh...
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please no.
WatchI want one.
this is the story of the girl that gave no fucks
f4lconpunch:
f4lconpunch:
once upon a time there was dis girl who gave a fuck
then one day this ugly ass wizard with a mustache came in and stole all da fucks
he was like “lol fuck da poleec”
the next day she came back to realize she couldn’t find a single fuck she looked under the table
she searched far and wide
but she couldnt find any so instead she did this dance
THE END
OH...
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Prayer Request
a friends little sister (11yrs) ran away yesterday around 3pm. Please pray that she’s safe and that she’s found soon. And pray for the family. Thank you<3
I want a cat so bad it makes my heart hurt:(
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What are your weird eating habits/routines?
Here’s a few of mine:
If the food can be cut into pieces, it has to be completely cut up before I can eat.
No foods can touch each other.
When eating more than one food, I eat the lowest calorie food first.
I don't know whether to be flattered, or confused....
James: D & S think you're lesbian.
Me: Why?
James: Because you've never had a boyfriend. And because you're not annoying like other girls. And you're cool.
Me: haha lesbians can be annoying too......
James: Yeah. But not the way that most straight girls are. You're not bitchy, and you laugh at sex jokes, and you don't care about smells or messes.
* I don't mean to offend anyone by this. I support the LGBT community *
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Bon Iver: And I told you to be patient, and I told you to be fine. I told you to be balanced, and I told you to be kind, but now all your love is wasted. And then who the hell was I?
Death Cab: So one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more. But it was vile, and it was cheap and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me. Yeah, you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Radiohead: But I can't help the feeling I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run. And it wears me out... It wears me out. If I could be who you wanted, if I could be who you wanted all the time... all the time.
Brand New: You are calm and reposed, let your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close. You are secondhand smoke, you are so fragile and thin standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
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I'm pretty sure that all the weight I've lost...
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Is it weird that I go to the bookstore to sit and...
I’m currently reading Wintergirls, It’s Kind of a Funny Story, and Perfect at Barnes&Noble.
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Does it ever end?
ED: Don't eat.
Me: I can just eat a reasonable, healthy portion.
ED: If you're going to eat, you might as well binge. And You know you don't want to do that.
Me: I can just eat half the portion.
ED: You'll still be weak. You are stronger than your hunger. You will lose weight, and you will be lovely.
Me: Okay.
Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. This should be...
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LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
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I think he's a keeper:)
James: Why do you have to be so attractive?!
Me: Why do you have to be so delusional?!
James: Fucking stop!!! Everyone agrees! I don't like introducing you to my friends cause they're all attracted to you. You are seriously the most beautiful girl ever. And I hate when you deny it.
if im worth it, reblog this
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Holy poop so much has gone on.
i’m going to ask James out on thursday. wish me luck?
my moods are all over the place tonight and i have no idea how to feel.
i’m really scared about lent. i don’t know if i’m ready to move forward in my faith. prayers please?
i cut on my thigh yesterday for the first time. hopefully they won’t scar, because they’d definitely be visible in a bathing suit.
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Lent. I really need help and prayers. Please:)
Here are my goals. I feel like I’m aiming too high. But I guess I can give it a try.
Give up:
Cutting
Junk food
Goals:
Adoration every Wednesday
Mass every Sunday
Read my Bible once a day
Pray
I’m really hoping to make it back to my faith this lent. I need a kickstart. Please please pray. I need this so bad.
If it's socially unacceptable for me to call you...
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1/2 Cup Raspberries for 32 Calories? Yes please!
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Any advice on what to say to a friend whose...
I have no clue how to deal with this situation:/
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Wow. Wow. Wow. Wow. Fuck.
My ex best friend wrote a letter to my mom telling her that I’m not eating properly and that I’m hurting myself.
I’m so confused. I’m mad and scared and relieved.
I’m mad for way too many reasons.
I’m relieved because my mom took it really well.
and I’m scared cause she wants me to see a new therapist that specializes in eating disorders.
I think I...
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If she only knew.
Mom: hey honey how was your day?
Me: pretty good. I was doing really good at eating healthy until we watched a movie. then i pigged out.
Mom: Well i want to make sure you're not obsessing about food because that can lead to bad things.
Me: Don't worry mom. I just want to be healthier.
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Watching Lizzie Mcguire. like a BOSS.
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I don’t think when I do it.
I suppose that’s partly the point. I only feel. It allows my mind to go blank, and the most important of my senses to focus. Focus on how it feels; each individual skin cell splitting, releasing emotional freedom in the form of the color red. Allows me to focus on how the dull metal can still fumble it’s way through my skin, until it’s found what it was looking for. Focus on predicting how...
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So. Should I binge then purge (purge for the first...
I really want to binge and purge. But I’m scared to do it.
Wait... Why do I even care what you want me to do...
Me: So... what do you want me to tell people when they ask me how you are? or why we haven't talked, or why we aren't friends anymore?
Her: *no response*
Me: *thinking to myself* I can't believe I'm letting you CONTINUE to "rule" me. You're not my fucking boss and I can tell people what I want. Yeah. Suck it.
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Jeeze mom. Go to bed already so I can cut. Please...
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Somehow, I feel like my therapist knowing I cut...
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What book should I read: We Need to Talk About...
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I'm questioning whether I'd rather eat, or see my...
Who needs a boyfriend when I have Netflix?