i’m going to ask James out on thursday. wish me luck? 

my moods are all over the place tonight and i have no idea how to feel. 

i’m really scared about lent. i don’t know if i’m ready to move forward in my faith. prayers please?

i cut on my thigh yesterday for the first time. hopefully they won’t scar, because they’d definitely be visible in a bathing suit. 

i only have one page left in my journal:(

did a really good job at restricting today. 

so overwhelmed. my brain is questioning and debating EVERYTHING. ugh. 

i’m sure no one cares about this. but i don’t care if no one cares. haha